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I miss my best friend..... w4m I miss my best friend and more.... I think about you all the time and some of it is the good times and some the bad but am letting go of the past as much as I am able too. I am scared of the same things you are in life.
I also miss hearing your voice on the other line and hearing those three words.
I can't go into the store without seeing something that takes me back. I can't believe that I cry over seeing your favorite things. I'm not able to look at anything the same as I once did. My life was touched beyond my reality. I am an emotional wreck and "don't know who I am anymore" without you in it. I still love you and everyone who knows me sees this and hears it in my voice. Your all I seem to talk about, even if some of it is out of frustration and anger. Why did you lie about things, make things up and lie to me? That's what I am mad about right now. I have always told you the truth and I am a good person you know this.


I miss being in a relationship, you never annoyed me and would have spent the rest of my life with you as we had such a connection. that both of us have ever had. I miss being that close to someone that I feel what you feel and never growing old of the conversation. Still feeling the same way when we touched and kissed.

Now I am the one who is on that "deserted island" you talked about. I am scared to death of being alone, growing old and soon now being homeless, jobless and everything that goes along with this. The sad part is you probably don't and care. I wish you would just a little. Maybe you only care about money.

There are days when I just need a hug and to hear your voice. This is one of the hardest times in my entire life I think that I have gone through and the people that I thought cared, have left me and that hurts. It's like no one wants me because my life is not perfect and I am going through a tough time.
You have no idea what I have gone through and that it is about to get worse before it gets better. Your response is "get your shit together" like I want to be this way?! You forget that when we met "you" had nothing and I didn't care. Now it is you who has everything and I am just an inconvenience it seems. I only want your respect at this time. I don't want anything and I never have.

I wanted You, your mind body and soul. but I know in my heart that there will be nobody like you again! We were what happens once in a lifetime I think. I ask God why he put us together, if it was going to end so terribly and with so much pain and anger and resentment? Why did he do this? God had a plan but our choices changed this. Why then does he keep putting you in my path? I mean this is a big town and I run into you again and again. Two different times that you did not realize. How is this always happening?! It hurts to see you when I do. I cry when I do because I still care.



I can't begin to tell you how much I loved you and that you were my world but your actions destroyed me and eventually us and our relationship and family.. How we were raised and the events of our childhood were also part of the reason sadly.

I want what we had back but we are two very passionate people that know how to hurt one another. It's not like we argued but rather the stress of life took it's toll.

Just want to let you know how I was feeling. I sometimes wish you could feel me thinking about you and that you would try to reach out to talk but I know that is not possible.

Want to smile and laugh again. I miss making someone happy. I miss falling asleep to the sound of your breathing. The way your arms feel wrapped around me. Holding your hand. Handing you a towel as you get out of the shower. Listening to you talk about work and sports.

I miss my best friend!!!

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